Nerves.

Jun 18, 2009 at 9:25 AM
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My appointment with the orthopedic doctor is at 1pm today.

I've been reading back through the May 2006 round of the Brokeback Chronicles, and although I have many of the same feelings (scared, nervous, tense) today as I did back then, at least this time I'm armed with more knowledge, due to everything I've been through since then. I have at least an idea of what is major, and what is manageable.

I'm open to pretty much anything but more surgery. It that word even comes into play, it's time for a second opinion. Then a third, and maybe a fourth.

While reading through my old posts, I came across this one:

May. 14th, 2006 | 01:01 pm

his name is stephen.

i've got it bad.

Awwwwww. I remember that! I remember the puppy love! I think we're still in that phase most of the time, honestly. There isn't a day that goes by that I'm not actively thankful for him. He's great.